Confuse

oh my god,now just i realise that i have wasted my years,days,hours,moreover minutes and sconds...my sixteen years and a half have disseaper just like that.I just can say i am a moron and a jerk,moreover a coward! i can modivate myself to do something tat i desire,something that i realy want.In here,there are many things i delight,and also many things that i hate...i do hope i can leave here forever...i do hope i can find someone to say about what i feel,what i had came across,what i had met....just all that jive i want to say it loud now....